| Location | Jarrow |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 12/05/1986 |
| Date of Death | 12/05/1986 |
| Visitors | 548 since 18/09/2008 |
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When Marylouise was stillborn in may 86, i felt my world had ended. I was nursing my dad who was dying of cancer, and when she died my dad asked if he could name her after my nana Mary. Sadly my dad died just weeks later on June 21, we held his funeral on june 25th, his twin son's 18th birthday. My brothers should have been celebrating with dad enjoying there first pint together as fathers and sons do. shortly after i found out i was expecting my second daughter, we were thrilled, something to look forward too for all of us. Debrajane entered the world at 9pm on feb 23,1987,two days before what would have been dads 63rd birthday. Debrajane was stillborn. Both my daughters are buried together in Harton cemetry south shields. My dad was cremated as was my mam who died on march 15, 1996. I am so pleased to have found "gone too soon" as it means i can visit my loved ones every day at anytime altogether. I thought id never be happy again when i lost my daughters. It's sad when you you loose a parent, but as a son or a daughter, you know at some point that this will happen, and life sort of prepares you for this. Life could NEVER prepare you for the lose of a child, because from the very first moment that child is conceived, your mind, body and soul will do everything in its power to protect it. My world as i knew it then, did end that day, but life carries on, and to live you must breath, and with every breath you get stronger, and as your strength returns so does the will to live. Marylouise and debrajane have a sister pamela, who was born on 11th oct 89 at 33wks and who was very poorly, but i think her big sisters helped nurse her back to health, and now there "little" sister is 6ft tall, beautiful and full of attitude!! ( you did well girls!). Brother Taylor was born on sept 22nd 98 at 35wks, and once again the girls worked there magic and Taylor also made a full recovery. Thomas (tommy) arrived at 37wks on the 10th April 2001,and was fine, until sixteen hrs after birth he suffered a stroke. Once again my heart broke, until he opened his eyes 5 days later and i could see that he was a fighter,he had eyes that burned into your soul and lit a fire. Happily, despite what the doctors prodicted for Tommy, he has made a fantastic recovery and i DO belive it was with his Angel Sisters help! Thank you MY BEAUTIFUL ANGELS, not just for helping your sisters and brothers, but for helping me. Every day when i look at your sister and brothers i take a deep breath and know how lucky i was to have carried you both, My world didnt end that day, it had just begun.xxxxx
Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
Special Angel Day - by Sam & Gordon Winson
We do not need a special day
To bring you to our minds.
The days we do not think of you
Are very hard to find.
Each morning when we awake
We know that you are gone.
And no one knows the heartache
As we try to carry on.
Our hearts still ache with sadness
And secret tears still flow.
What it meant to lose you both
No one will ever know.
Our thoughts are always with you,
Your place no one can fill.
In life we loved you dearly;
In death we love you still.
There will always be a heartache,
And often a silent tear.
But always a precious memory
Of the days when you were here.
If tears would make a staircase,
And heartaches make a lane,
We'd walk the path to heaven
And bring you home again.
We hold you close within our hearts;
And there you will remain,
To walk with us throughout our lives
Until we meet again.
Our family chain is broken now,
And nothing seems the same,
But as God calls us one by one,
The chain will link again.
do you know the number
please do you know the number for heaven up above i want to make a call to someone that i love,telephone directories enquiries,oh yes i have tried them all,i even asked the local priest because he talks to god you see i thought he,d have a direct line but he was no help to me,i tried the yellow pages but nothing seem to fit i just want to talk to you for just a little bit, love theresa xxx
gods angels
If God did not make Angels, then who would want to die?
How could there be a Heaven in that great place in the sky?
If God did not make Angels, then who could sing and play
And evermore watch over us each moment, every day?
He chooses them so carefully and often they are small,
His babies are most innocent, and some aren't born at all.
These cherubs are a special gift sent down for us to love,
If only for a little while until they're called above.
If you conceived an Angel that was not meant to stay,
Then do not grieve and make it sad, just let it go and play,
For Heaven is a special place where we all wish to go,
Our Angels will be waiting there for all of us, you know,
And when we see their faces and their little golden smile,
We'll know our precious Angels only left for a short while.
We'll cuddle them and smother them with kisses filled with love,
That day we meet our Angels in God's nursery up above.
*********SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE LADIES LOVE CLAIR********
MORNING GIRLS, IT'S A BEAUTIFUL DAY TODAY. YOUR SISTER PAMELA WAS AT A PARTY LAST NIGHT, SHE LOOKED LOVELY. JUST WISH YOU COULD HAVE BEEN THERE WITH HER.XX

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